“it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.” i never understood that tale of two cities quote when i read it in the 9th grade. i was too interested in passing notes and trying to get boys to like me. at twenty three, i couldn’t think of a phrase that better […]Read more "2017"
from the time i was about fourteen until i was twenty, death was definitely a companion of mine. the thought of being dead or dying was always there, lingering in the back of my head. i felt like i couldn’t handle all of the emotions in my head and i truly believed that everyone’s life […]Read more "choosing life"
there are two frequencies that everything in the universe, even the universe itself, function on: fear and love. fear is jealousy, lust, greed, anger, hatred, self-loathing. basically, anything that tears you down vibrates on fear. love is the higher vibration of the two and it shows itself in the form of prosperity, “good luck”, once […]Read more "the law of the universe"
in 2014, i started my spiritual journey and at first i didn’t even realize that’s what i was doing. i was sitting on the floor with my dog at my lowest point in life, thinking about how miserable i was and how i was tired of being miserable. i was contemplating suicide because i […]Read more "life’s what you make it"
i’ve been finding myself rolling down the mountain that i’ve been trying to conquer. depending on the day, i let gravity just roll me down and sometimes i give it all my might to make it back to the bottom. it wasn’t like i wanted to regress – i just wanted to stop giving so […]Read more "rolling down the mountain"
today at the vet, we were trying to decide how to measure puppy energy. “bouncing biscuit units,” the doctor says. “kausi measured 1000 bbu’s at the vet today,” i played along. after a genuine chuckle, “you’re very witty. are you a writer?” i wanted to answer yes. i mean, after all, i do want to […]Read more "25 march 2016"
i remember the night i realized what my first step to enlightenment was: to love myself. at the time, the idea sounded absolutely absurd but it was really logically my only choice. i had come to the realization that i was always going to be in this physical vessel and i was always going to […]Read more "my first step to enlightment"